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This past few days, I was so irresponsible in terms of my attendance. I have 2 consecutive lates and that really bothers me a lot. It really gave a very big negative impact on my performance on our training. It really bothers me a lot because I am putting my career at risk. But what can I do, I do have reasons why am I having this lates. First, last Saturday, I was late because I dropped my mother at the bus station because there's an emergency at the province. My Grandma died because of lung cancer so she do really need to go there for my Grandma's wake. Actually, my Mother asked me to come with her but I just told her that I can't make any absences on my training coz if I do, it's as if I turned my back to the opportunity of getting a new job and I can't really take that. Yesterday, I was also late because of my silly hand-outs. It's about 3 days that I keep on forgetting my hand-outs at home and I don't have anything to read when i'm on the training. Yesterday, it's another big day for us trainee coz its our exam day. So if i'm gonna leave my hand-outs again at home, I will have nothing to use for my review. So on my way to our training site, I suddenly remembered that I forgot again my hand-outs, then I made a U-turn to go back home and get my hand-outs. My mind was focused on that hand-outs and I didn't even think of texting our trainer just to tell her that I'm gonna be late because of what I did. It was about 30 minutes late when I came in and I feel like I am just humiliating myself when I entered our room but yet I did came in and sit on my chair as if there's nothing happened. I was really bothered that time because that day was our eviction also. I even bid goodbye to my seatmate because I do really feel that I'm gonna be evicted later that day. Luckily, I wasn't evicted but I was warned. I was really happy that my trainer gave me another chance to make up with my mistakes. I need to be more responsible now and be motivated to my goals in life. This training really taught me a lot and I am really thankful that I was given a chance to be in this training. I hope i'm gonna make it up to the last step. To be fully hired. I know i'm gonna make it and I know I can make it.
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