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Last week I mentioned about this mini-family reunion of my relatives on my father's side. My mother went there also my father and my brother and aunties and uncles and cousins except me. When i picked up my mother at the airport last tuesday, she told stories about what had happened there in my father's province and that got me jealous that it made me feel sad thinking that I haven't been there. Well, I just thought that an opportunity is knocking on me here in Manila so I never went there with them. When we got home, my mother mentioned about my grandma who died last sunday. I feel like i'm crying in pain because of what happened to her. She has a lung cancer and I think its about stage 4 when she was sent to the hospital. Actually, I haven't spent a lot of time with my lola. When we will visit her, it will only take a few hours then we will jump off and go to our ancestral house in Biliran. It was so painful in my side that I haven't seen her for such a long time and now I just heard a news about what had happened to her. Early this morning, my mother went back to Tacloban to visit my grandma's wake together with my brother and my father. I can't come with them again because of my training. I don't really know what to do. I wanna go there and see my lola even for the last time but still I can't. So now I am just praying for her soul to be with God above. I wish I have spent a lot of time with her. Trully, regrets comes last but what can I do, it's all done now. I know God has a purpose on what had happened to her. It's just a matter of accepting the truth and live life.

To my GrandMa, I love you and I hope i'm gonna see you to the crossroads with my Ate.

Much Love!

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